You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

Taylor Swift - Cold As You

yeah i know i havent updated at all although everyone knows i have alot of free time now.
but just to update with u ppl.
i finally bought a new phone!!!!!! 
i wanted a bar phone which means non slide non flip.
but there weren any good ones.
and its my first time using slide though. but i'll give it a try.
i'm so scared i'll break it or something coz it looks so vulnerable. O.o

tadaaa!!

i got the pink one!

when my mom went to the guy she was like

"do you have any pink phones? its her craze for pink now. " *points at me*

xD well it total costed about 900. its original price was 999. but they had this promotion for sony ericsson in 1u and it was their last day.

and i was lucky enough that the pink model just arrived that morning.

wheee..

well i'm charging it now. cant wait to try it out tonight. heeheee..

after that i went for the 1 on 1.

lost to pei qian again. cried.

i gave up halfway through the match. it was so obvious coz i didn even defend her.

i dunno why but i wasn thinking during that match. i was probably trying too hard not to cry. eesh

but after the match i ended up crying anyways. 

but in the end i got third. and kristene got 2nd. Congratulations by the way!

i went out with chee hoe on friday. watch 2012 for the second time.

i still cried anyways. xD

chee hoe kept mocking the fat guys in the movie. so when i tembak back at him. he'd poke me at my ribs or TRY to tickle me which ended up in pain. coz i dont feel ticklish. whee!. xD

retard.

anyways. that day went sorta well till choo ditched me and i felt so awkward with chee hoe's friends.

i didn say a single word until i went home. O.o

but i had fun i guess.

on sat i watched 2012 for the THIRD time. i swear if i watch 2012 again i'm gonna kill myself.

i'm sick and tired of watching people die. gosh!

anyways. i guess thats all for now

I CANT WAIT TO TRY MY PHONE!! 

WatDoYouWantFromMe? 

It's Finally Over.

I've Given Up On You.

I'm So Scared To The Point That I'm Already Crying.

I Guess This Is The Part Where We Go Our Separate Ways.

Since when do you come around?
And the temperature’s changed, nothing’s the same
Left me in yesterday
You don’t see me that way, touch me that way no more
When'd you get so cold
I’m not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin’ at the bottom of this mountain that we’ve made
(Mountain that we’ve made)
And the ground is shakin’ from all of our mistakes
(All of our mistakes)
But there’s no one,

Nothing but us that's in our way
It’s a matter of time
We can rewind

If only you knew
What my heart must do for you
I’m tryna break through
Don’t you think it’s worth the chance?
Let’s leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, oh)

We see what’s up ahead
Why do we stay, watching us fadin’
Trapped in by regret
There’s no way out, and there’s no way in, no
And it’s so cold
I’m not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin’ at the bottom of this mountain that we’ve made
(Mountain that we’ve made)
And the ground is shakin’, from all of our mistakes
(All of our mistakes)
But there’s no one, nothing but us is in our way
It’s a matter of time
We can rewind

If only you knew
What my heart must do for you
I’m tryna break through
Don’t you think it’s worth the chance?
Let’s leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, oh)

The bond is breaking
And it’s taking over my spirit
(Quickly, quickly)
Something’s shifted
Have we drifted too far, apart now?

If you only knew
What my heart must do for you
I’m tryna break through
Don’t you think it’s worth the chance?
Let’s leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, oh)
Avalanche

Marie Digby - Avalanche

IDon'tKnowHowMuchLongerICanHoldOn.

btw!
my new banner is done by andy!! 
Thanks hon! =)
*yeah yeah you're not my hon either.*

sorry dear bloggie!
its beena ges since i updated.. T_T
just too lazy la. not much to blog abt anyways.

but here it is. EXAMS ARE FREAKING OVAAARRR!! WHOOPIEEE!!
and u wanna know wats up with me?
i left skul early today.
why?
stomache ache.
wats the cause?
GASTRIC.
gosh. it still hurts now.
i'm skipping skul tmrw.
SORRY DARLING! looks like you'll have to go another day without me. =/
oh well.. i ran up and down the whole skul for 4 hours non stop to get my freakin text books which could have been resolved in less than an hour if only SOMEONE would have told me that i could've gone to the other lab to get my text books since i already returned them last week. ishh.. waste of time

oh well.
other than that this friday is the starting of our long awaited basketball competition!!
me and choo have been bugging coach all year long to let us go for any competition. and FINALLY we are going for one.
but NOOO.. i have to get gastric NOW!! gawd.. if this doesn go away soon i'm so freakin screwed
oh well we get to wear last year's sin chew jersey!! whoopee!
i love that jersey. its nike and a nice blue colour too! i wanna buy it but coach said its sorta borrowed from his sponsor to his team.. T_T
oh well.. my internet connection is shitty now. i'm waiting for coach to stay online for more than 2 mins so i can discuss abt the competition coz we dont have our scheduele, training dates or our transport settled yet.
and i duwanna end up with my mom sending us there like last year.. 


i cant waitt!!!
well.. me and that guy have some very very little progress but its better than nothing.
i'm waiting for him to tell me when he's free then we go out!. but i'm trying not to get my hopes too high either.
thats all for now. 
bwuaii! =3

WeClimbSoFastJustToFallAgain.

How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.
I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.
Loves;
-Your name-

P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

& so


Dear ying ye,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery.
I think I realized it when that night At the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're open enough to understand that santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I always have felt dirty before a new life as a clone .best regards.
Loves;
 Rachel

P/S: You are so lifeless, dumb bitch.